I figure they're decent -ish enough to be put as actual deviations.
So there's gonna be a lot of random shit flying up.
Sorry about that. Its just I don't make anything else other than my
general shitty work.
So..... yeah.


Countdown to...x. I slept all day but it feels like those nights where heroinCountdown to...
took its venomous grip on me
and the world melted away.
ix. I'm still tired and my stomach aches and there's a faint scent as though you were here;


two till nothingThe steam spills from the shower liketwo till nothing
nimbus clouds and the water is hot enough
to imitate acid because I can't stand the smell
of your sweat on my skin;
reminding me I don't have a home to belong to...
I never did.
I feel lower than coal below the crust of the earth so I hope one day all the stressors and pressures
of the world on my shoulders will push me into atomic particles; forming my body into a diamond so that
one day I can be beautiful instead of just dirt.
I'm tired of feeling alone when I know you're with me (at least you say you're '


11:15I feel I have this ability to drift between, what seems like, worlds. But I know that there is only one, and I am living in it.11:15
I don't understand this deepdown elated vibe. the one where the atmospheric pressure is
too high and I'm too low in the sky to feel like flying. So instead I fall down &nbs


Thirtieth of AprilIt's amazing that, within a week without writing i have made a sickness fall upon me. Not that, that is, anything new it's justThirtieth of April
that I'm not surprised...
it's the thirtieth of April; and i feel poetic today, dreaming away this life imagining myself in the flow of time being trapped withi


The Things We Never SayMy Dear,The Things We Never Say
We've come again to this. You're in the bedroom slamming drawers and packing suitcases, crying on the phone to your mother. I can hear the corners of your conversation: "Can you believe it?" and "...should've left years ago." I think I heard a "worthless son of a bitch" bounce against the closet. (Let's hope, this time, you leave it on its hinges.)
I wonder what you're wearing. You ripped your blouse getting out of the car tonightcaught it on that three carat platinum bracelet I bought you for Valentine's Dayso I can't imagine it's survived y


WhoAreYou?if you would die for something, like a word. would you die for nothing, like a bird? I bet you won't. I bet you won't. To get your get down from the clouds above, It'll take something more than love. I bet it won't. I bet it won't.WhoAreYou?
Nothing's gonna change, who you are. Nothing's gonna change, who you are. Nothing's gonna change, who are you. Who are you.
Because love ain't real for you. You'll take anyone that'll do. You don't want to be theirs. You want them to be yours. And you think thats love? I bet it isn't. I bet it i
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..and here's all my final sins repressed...
(feel good for all the wrong reasons)
Though I must say, I do like most of it so far.
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..and here's all my final sins repressed...
(feel good for all the wrong reasons)
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..and here's all my final sins repressed...
(feel good for all the wrong reasons)
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..and here's all my final sins repressed...
(feel good for all the wrong reasons)
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